April 9, 2007 (First Monday after Easter)

I thought to have a daily journal but seems i cannot work with the blogs on daily basis..

Anyways, today was able to talk to Anthony about book of King Solomon, where we had some discussion, not really argument as to why the book is not included in the New Testament...we have different opinion about it..he's after to the reason of the people who deleted the book in the New Testament..while I don't question it...like the other books which are not included in the New Testament..there are reasons why the people of the church didn't include them..whether their intention is pure..godly, christianly, evil, wrong..i don't mind...i dont need to question them... I have decided to choose this faith, where questioning about it is not my bargain

I'm done with the questions...i had plenty of them....with regards to christianity...some answered..some not. and I'm quite happy about it...I'm glad to have chosen this faith..I'm so honored to have found Him..I'm so glad i have loving Him..and so thankful He cares for me, my family, my friends, human, animal, plants, air, sun, moon, stars..everybody..

My intention is not to play good or to act nice.. i like to be a noble servant yes...i'd like to be a good Christian..that's another one..but i wont force people to believe what i believe in.. I can try to influence them with my faith coz i believe this faith is a very important one to share to everyone...while being forceful is not my craft..

Also, had conversation with Christian, nice kid from Germany, and he just translated his page to English..and he had quite a nice description of me..haha! he said im not boring..actually how he described me is touching..it's sweet and kind of him to say im such a great friend hehe..